Begin Again

 Assalammualaikum

17 October 2020 | 0241 hours

Been so long since the last time I wrote anything here. It has been 2 years since my last posts. So many things happened through these years, a mix of good and bad things happened. Started my university year in 2018 in UiTM and dropped out UiTM on the same year as I got offer from SPA to pursue my study in ILKKM in the same course. Registered as ILKKM student in 2019 and here I am now.

2018

I met a lot of new friends and made new experiences. 2018 was quite a tough year for me as it was the first time I separated with my family. Homesick all day haha. But I dropped out after few months in UiTM. It was the hardest decision I ever made. But Alhamdulillah I dont regret my choice.

2019

Started my journey as ILKKM student. It was not great at all. Stressed out since the start of the year. I had a *not so good* roommate which made me stress and mad. But Alhamdulillah I changed my roommate in semester 2.

2020

Ok this is the highlight. It's a year where it is tough for everyone. Covid-19 and lockdown are the main character of 2020. My diploma is postponed for 6 freaking months because of this virus. But Alhamdulillah there are a lot of hikmah. I get to stay with my family for 7 months. In Ramadhan, I did something that I myself is so proud of. I started to pray 5 times a day and start reading Quran. It was hard at first but getting better now. I am now at Juzuk 13. You did it Aina. I am proud of you. It wasnt easy but Alhamdulillah. I hope you will istiqamah Aina. Your future self will proud of you.

The actual reason I am writing this is because tonight was a sad night for me. Writing this while listening to Doa Taubat really hit me hard. I am a sinner, I have a lot of sins. I want to ask forgiveness from everyone. And I forgive everyone. Thank you for existing in my life. You are the MSG of my life :) See you again.

Written by a princess | at 02:59 | 0 Sweety (s)